My new companion indeed: a motor baiku of my very own! Despite being way too young to be having a "mid-life crisis", and it not making any sense financially, I decided to pursue a dumb fascination that I've had since I was in my early teens.
Even though I can barely keep it up because it's heavy, and I'm only just now beginning to practice, I already have an overwhelming urge to pack a tent and begin to have some journeys of my own.
Lately I've been constantly questioning what, if anything, I actually desire in life, and while I am not going to suggest that simply consuming a product is a solution to this problem, I am hoping that I can achieve some new perspective through the experiences this will ideally enable me to create.
I'll likely provide updates on this situation at a later date.